Some people just don’t understand what it feels like to be disappointed and let down so much in your life that you begin to stop trusting and believing others. You feel so utterly worthless that when it happens again, yes you’re sad but, it doesn’t seem to shock you anymore. The broken strings of your heart start to play a tune that no one can decipher and, therefore, no one can realize that it’s only broken strings to a once whole heart that are just being blown through the breeze of life, getting hit and pushed but once it breaks it can’t be replaced or fixed. It just stays that way forever. Not many know this feeling and not many can relate, but to those who can I know this pain. I know what it feels like to want someone to fight for you just once, just enough to maybe change your mind about people. I know this feeling and I wouldn’t wish it upon anyone, not even to someone I hate so so much because this is an unbearable feeling and it haunts you whenever you decide to think, “Hey, maybe he’s different. Maybe these people will like me. Maybe this guy won’t hurt me,” because you know deep down it won’t be different. You wish it was, oh god I know how much you wish it was, but it won’t. It’s hard to accept that you are someone like me. It’s hard to finally realize you’re truly broken and you can’t be mended. I just wish there was a cure for a broken heart.